When you know you own God you will not be in a hurry to get something out of God.
By self-study, by observing, by being hollow and empty, you become a channel - you become a part of the Divine. You are able to feel the presence of Divinity. All the different angels and devas, all these different forms of our consciousness, start blossoming.
Life is nothing to be very serious about. Life is a ball in your hands to play with. Don’t hold on to the ball.