One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.
When you find your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have sufficient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat, and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way.
You are someone who is different, but who wants to be the same as everyone else. And that in my view is a serious illness. God chose you to be different. Why are you disappointing God with this kind of attitude?
Accept what life offers you and try to drink from every cup. All wines should be tasted; some should only be sipped, but with others, drink the whole bottle.
Freedom is not the absence of commitments, but the ability to choose - and commit myself to - what is best for me.
The wise are wise only because they love. The fools are fools only because they think they can understand love.